1st time...N this is wat i get...

1st time do sumthing like tat...n wat i get? n cruel cool n make me sad de status appear infront the monitor...haiz,cnt forces de...like many ppl say de 勉强没幸福...this is real...yesterday night...all my family go slp liao..oni me still in living room watch tv...actually i didnt hav any tv program 2 watch de..i was crying...i knw tat my cousin knw...but i dun wan say anything,ltr she go annoy u agn...juz let me b myself let me alone...wat u write,i will rmb it...tat make me sad,make me cry,make me no mood...well,mayb this is faith...this is wat god wan i get this...many fren of mine say,dun jlous me a...u will get one soon...soon?i think forever no de la...i oni can watch other ppl get their 幸福...me?sure no de la..oni hav fren oways tell me..u will get one soon...i dun blive it...i dunno y at this time..my tears drop agn..haizz...hu k tat my tears drop or wat...nobody k abt it...exp my fren..they will clam me..b my listener...they hlp me much,well thx...hope u guys n ur bf happy forever..no nid li me de...i dun wan b the lightbub~^^